reality tv

so do you imagine yourself on a reality tv show?
i love to watch them, or rather hate to be hooked and watching and watching like some crazed person (though the past few months insanity i've hardly watched tv). today amanda tells me all about surreal world on mtv and now i want mtv to see it.

but, what about ME on a reality tv show? not in my forward thinking plans, not on the goal list, not on the "what i hope to accomplish before death." and yet, in my inbox is an email from a tv producer with a phone number and two email addresses and asking, "am i interested?" now, of course, they may not be interested in me. there's a lot to consider, a lot of things to look at for them, but still i have to ask on my side too. am i interested? how can i not be? how can i? oh my gosh, the fool i could be exposed as, and not just on local tv, not just on national tv, but on us and english tv!

this wasn't in my book marketing plan. this could be trouble.
but....

just months ago the hallmark channel considered my latest novel, "the salt garden." cool to be considered, kind of prodded me on in a difficult time even though they decided to pass. but that and this are very different. very different.

guess we'll see where this goes. advice, i need advice!
more to come....